I hate my past but I keep thinking about it
I hate satan but sometimes I do follow his words
I hate hell but sometimes I do indulge myself
doing things that would lead me in it
I hate being ignorant but sometimes
I do ignore the knowledge (the truth) that I know
I hate people hate me but sometimes I do hate people
I said I’ll hate people because of HIM but
sometimes I do mix it with my own emotion
I hate myself when judging people
even worse it can be fitnah
I hate myself when being outspoken
coz it might hurt others
But what I hate most is the way I hate myself
just hate it for the sake of hate it and always fail to fix it…
nuhibbukunna FILLAH...ameen
Saturday, August 27, 2005